Quick Writings #13 (My favorite writing so far)

Just as I start to give up and walk away, your actions and words make my baffled intellect reconsider. Honestly, I have little knowledge on whether to thank you or to reject your repetitive reappearance. It’s beneficial for the present emotions, but from previous experience I’ve learned that it’ll just lead my heart to be the primitive object of desertion. Somehow, every time you seem to recur, I project a vulnerable image and accept the bullshit as if I wasn’t the one at fault. And then you continue as if you’re not either. Is all of this blinding? Are my words not strident enough for you to hear? Apology after apology, if you haven’t noticed, does not find a resolution to the root of the situation but just places a barrier to avoid it.